The Nauseating Romantic
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
fine... that's what i am... no matter how hard i try to bury that side of me into the depths of hell... fact is, nothing gets to me more than a heartwrenching love story... real and/or makebelieve... that's why i:
- cry at "fly me to polaris" everytime i watch it (and at all the same points in the movie too)
- feel a cold cut thru the heart when i read the blogs of lovesick people
- think repeatedly about the failed relationships of the people around me
- secretly chide people who break up for all the wrong reasons
- have that perpetual sinking feeling that love is not gonna ever be my thing...
cos for all the romantic inside me, i'm pretty heartless...
you know the type of people who give up relationships like a passing fad? i'm their poster girl...
but dun condemn me for it... i'm learning too...
my mum thinks i'll learn to settle down when i meet the right one...
i think i'll settle down when the right one learns to meet me... plain sick of people who come into your life, seeming to sweep you up in whirlwind... only to drop you suddenly and say "oh i'm sorry... did i mislead you?" darn right you did... now wipe that self-righteous smirk off your face...
between finding the evasive right one, amid all the wrong ones, and romantic movies... i'll stick to my sickening romantic movies... less complicated...
and at least i know i'm only chiding a makebelief character...
